Moving On

Don't be pressured! for some it takes weeks, for some, months. for some, years! of course no one likes the pain that a broken heart brings. (its pain like no other ! ouccch super sakit!) but, you have to go through it. there is no short cut, there is no other way. go through it. go and let it out. cry before you sleep, cry when you wake up, cry in the bathroom, cry to your friends. lock yourself in the room, stay in bed all day, don't talk to anyone for hours, make senti all you want. do it all. don't let anybody stop you. (but don't let it get way in the way of school or work or the things you have to do either. okay? okay?) feel all those yucky, disgusting, heart-shattering feelings, curl it all up into this unbelievably sad ball, and one day, when you are ready, throw it out in the window. it will happen for you. i know you feel it won't, that the day you will be okay will never come, but it will. have faith, it will.

let me stop at this point and end by saying that I've felt all those feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness that you might be feeling right now. and, honestly, so have thousands, and millions of other people around you. it sucks. it really does. but hey! nobody said that it would be easy, but nobody said that you have do it alone.

all this i share with pure sincerity from the bottom of my heart, to your soon-to-be happy heart. :)